Friday, October 31, 2008
yay
So just as i posted my last post my sweety come in the door with a check for $525...we did not over spend at all we had just enough money to pay the rent...Praise the Lord we wont be homeless again!!
Taking life on lifes terms
So on Tuesday we received our AISH check and it was more then it should have been, my sweaty tried to call his worker to find out what had happened. I "assumed" it was from the Homeless and Eviction Prevention program to help us pay our way too high power bill. So we over spent. You see we only get $700 a month from AISH because the other $525 goes directly to the landlord. But i thought it was the help we asked for and assumed the rent was payed as it usually is, but alas this was not so, it turned out that AISH messed up and pressed the wrong button so we got the rent money instead of the landlord. There bad, our bad was spending money before making sure nothing went wrong. So what exactly does this have to do with taking life on life's terms?? Well now we more then likely will be getting a eviction notice...so yet again we fear we may be homeless with out two girls for like the billionth time...I'm tempted to just give up trying it just seems as though i am forever treading water. Living my life sober and responsible is tough work especially wen it seems as though things will never be okay. But that is life, and i need to just except it and do what ever we can to make sure we don't lose or home. So this is where faith comes in and i just have to "let go and let GOD" and do all the foot work. That is living and taking life on life's terms...i must not give up no matter how tempting and easy it seems.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
2 year old b-day party
So this past friday was my daughters 2nd b-day party. The theme was Disney Prinncess...daddy picked the theme. I put up princess balloons, and a nice banner with princess table cloth, and a pretty disney princess cake. She even wore a bell dress her daddy got her baught her at the Disney Store. I got a bit stressed out about all the people but with the help of my sister things went smoothly...i'm good at details but not the greatest at hoasting...LOL...my daughter recived alot of nice gifts and was so tired at the end of the day she went to bed with no fuss...poor baby.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Holding back the tears
I can cry over the little things
but with the big stuff i find that i hold it back.
Why you ask...because my sis and bro need me to be the rock they can count on.
That's the way it had always been growing up at least.
But now we are all grown and i know i don't need to hold back the tears anymore.
The thing is its hard to let them flow...the tears well up in my eyes and i squeeze them back, and change the subject.
I just need to sit alone and let my self feel the heartach and pain, maybe then i can stop holding back the tears.
Kuna Sauve
October 1, 2008
but with the big stuff i find that i hold it back.
Why you ask...because my sis and bro need me to be the rock they can count on.
That's the way it had always been growing up at least.
But now we are all grown and i know i don't need to hold back the tears anymore.
The thing is its hard to let them flow...the tears well up in my eyes and i squeeze them back, and change the subject.
I just need to sit alone and let my self feel the heartach and pain, maybe then i can stop holding back the tears.
Kuna Sauve
October 1, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
The Cheezes Found Me!
So I went to my sisters to watch Gossip Girl, and started to wonder around the kitchen. I was just inocently standing by the sink wen all of a sudden the cuboard door flung open and the bag of cheezes jumped into my hands. They looked at me and said "go sit down and eat me" so i did just that. My sister notices that i have them and says "you found the cheezes did you?" I replied "no...they found me"
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Books i like/dont like/never read/never intend to read!
I stole this one from my sister agine...Phoeknits here on blogger
“The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books on the list.
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline (pink) the books you love.
4) Strike out (*) the books you have no intention of ever reading, or were forced to read at school and hated"
1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2 The Lord of the Rings* - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 The Harry Potter Series- JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women* - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22* - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare*
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye* - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveller’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch* - George Eliot*
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace* - Leo Tolstoy*
25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy* - Douglas Adams*
26 Brideshead Revisited *- Evelyn Waugh*
27 Crime and Punishment* - Fyodor Dostoyevsky*
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland* - Lewis Carroll*
30 The Wind in the Willows* - Kenneth Grahame*
31 Anna Karenina *- Leo Tolstoy*
32 David Copperfield* - Charles Dickens*
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh* - AA Milne*
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code* - Dan Brown*
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd *- Thomas Hardy*
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi* - Yann Martel*
52 Dune* - Frank Herbert*
53 Cold Comfort Farm *- Stella Gibbons*
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy* - Vikram Seth*
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities* - Charles Dickens*
58 Brave New World *- Aldous Huxley*
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera* - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita* - Vladimir Nabokov*
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones* - Alice Sebold*
65 Count of Monte Cristo *- Alexandre Dumas*
66 On The Road *- Jack Kerouac*
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight’s Children* - Salman Rushdie*
70 Moby Dick* - Herman Melville71*
Oliver Twist* - Charles Dickens*
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses* - James Joyc*
76 The Bell Jar *- Sylvia Plath*
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransom
e78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession *- AS Byatt*
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day* - Kazuo Ishiguro*
85 Madame Bovary *- Gustave Flaubert*
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte’s Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven* - Mitch Albom*
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes *- Sir Arthur Conan Doyle*
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness* - Joseph Conrad*
92 The Little Prince *- Antoine De Saint-Exupery*
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down *- Richard Adams*
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers *- Alexandre Dumas*
98 Hamlet* - William Shakespeare*
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
Well on this List I have read 10 books, but i know i'v read way more then that!!
“The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books on the list.
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline (pink) the books you love.
4) Strike out (*) the books you have no intention of ever reading, or were forced to read at school and hated"
1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2 The Lord of the Rings* - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 The Harry Potter Series- JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women* - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22* - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare*
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye* - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveller’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch* - George Eliot*
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace* - Leo Tolstoy*
25 The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy* - Douglas Adams*
26 Brideshead Revisited *- Evelyn Waugh*
27 Crime and Punishment* - Fyodor Dostoyevsky*
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland* - Lewis Carroll*
30 The Wind in the Willows* - Kenneth Grahame*
31 Anna Karenina *- Leo Tolstoy*
32 David Copperfield* - Charles Dickens*
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh* - AA Milne*
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code* - Dan Brown*
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd *- Thomas Hardy*
48 The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi* - Yann Martel*
52 Dune* - Frank Herbert*
53 Cold Comfort Farm *- Stella Gibbons*
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy* - Vikram Seth*
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities* - Charles Dickens*
58 Brave New World *- Aldous Huxley*
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera* - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita* - Vladimir Nabokov*
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones* - Alice Sebold*
65 Count of Monte Cristo *- Alexandre Dumas*
66 On The Road *- Jack Kerouac*
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight’s Children* - Salman Rushdie*
70 Moby Dick* - Herman Melville71*
Oliver Twist* - Charles Dickens*
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses* - James Joyc*
76 The Bell Jar *- Sylvia Plath*
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransom
e78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession *- AS Byatt*
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day* - Kazuo Ishiguro*
85 Madame Bovary *- Gustave Flaubert*
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte’s Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven* - Mitch Albom*
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes *- Sir Arthur Conan Doyle*
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness* - Joseph Conrad*
92 The Little Prince *- Antoine De Saint-Exupery*
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down *- Richard Adams*
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers *- Alexandre Dumas*
98 Hamlet* - William Shakespeare*
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
Well on this List I have read 10 books, but i know i'v read way more then that!!
Top 100 songs of 200
So yeah I got this off my sisters blog...Phoeknits!
The rules:
A.) Go to musicoutfitters.com
B.) Enter the year you graduated from high school in the search function and get the list of 100 most popular songs of that year (I didn't graduate high school, but if I had it would have been in 2000)
C.) Bold the songs you like (purple), strike through the ones you hate (red) and underline or italicize your favorite. Do nothing to the ones you don’t remember (or don’t care about)
1. Breathe, Faith Hill
2. Smooth, Santana Featuring Rob Thomas
3. Say My Name, Destiny's Child
4. I Wanna Know, Joe
5. Everything You Want, Vertical Horizon
6. Maria Maria, Santana Featuring The Product G&B
7. Bent, Matchbox Twenty
8. Amazed, Lonestar
9. I Knew I Loved You, Savage Garden
10. He Wasn't Man Enough, Toni Braxton
11. Higher, Creed
12. Try Again, Aaliyah
13. There You Go, Pink
14. Thong Song, Sisqo
15. Kryptonite, 3 Doors Down
16. Jumpin Jumpin', Destiny's Child
17. What A Girl Wants, Christina Aguilera
18. Doesn't Really Matter, Janet
19. Music, Madonna
20. Back At One, Brian McKnight
21. Bye Bye Bye, 'N Sync
22. You Sang To Me, Marc Anthony
23. I Need To Know, Marc Anthony
24. Get It On Tonite, Montell Jordan
25. Incomplete, Sisqo
26. I Try, Macy Gray
27. It's Gonna Be Me, 'N Sync
28. That's The Way It Is, Celine Dion
29. (Hot S**T) Country Grammar, Nelly
30. Bring It All To Me, Blaque
31. Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely, Backstreet Boys
32. Hot Boyz, Missy Elliott Featuring Nas, EVE & Q-Tip
33. Back Here, BBMak
34. It Feels So Good, Sonique
35. Absolutely (Story Of A Girl), Nine Days
36. With Arms Wide Open, Creed
37. Be With You, Enrique Iglesias
38. Come On Over Baby (All I Want Is You), Christina Aguilera
39. No More, Ruff Endz
40. All The Small Things, Blink 182
41. The Way You Love Me, Faith Hill
42. I Turn To You, Christina Aguilera
43. Never Let You Go, Third Eye Blind
44. I Need You, LeAnn Rimes
45. Thank God I Found You, Mariah Carey Featuring Joe & 98 Degrees
46. Let's Get Married, Jagged Edge
47. My Love Is Your Love, Whitney Houston
48. Then The Morning Comes, Smash Mouth
49. Blue (Da Ba Dee), iffel 65
50. Desert Rose, Sting Featuring Cheb Mami
51. The Real Slim Shady, Eminem
52. Most Girls, Pink
53. Wifey, Next
54. Wonderful, Everclear
55. Oops!... I Did It Again, Britney Spears
56. I Wanna Love You Forever, Jessica Simpson
57. Give Me Just One Night (Una Noche ), 98 Degrees
58. Take A Picture, Filter
59. Otherside, Red Hot Chili Peppers
60. Big Pimpin', Jay-Z Featuring UGK
61. Purest Of Pain (A Puro Dolor), Son By Four
62. He Can't Love U, Jagged Edge
63. Separated, Avant
64. I Wish, Carl Thomas
65. U Know What's Up, Donell Jones
66. Faded, SoulDecision Featuring Thrust
67. Only God Knows Why, Kid Rock
68. Shake Ya Ass, Mystikal
69. Bag Lady, Erykah Badu
70. Meet Virginia, Train
71. Party Up (Up In Here), DMX
72. Case Of The Ex (Whatcha Gonna Do), Mya
73. Forget About Dre, Dr. Dre Featuring Eminem
74. That's The Way, Jo Dee Messina
75. Swear It Again, Westlife
76. The Next Episode, Dr. Dre Featuring Snoop Dogg
77. From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart, Britney Spears
78. Crash And Burn, Savage Garden
79. Yes!, Chad Brock
80. The Best Day, George Strait
81. How Do You Like Me Now?!, Toby Keith
82. Where I Wanna Be, Donell Jones
83. My Best Friend, Tim McGraw
84. Broadway, Goo Goo Dolls
85. Dance With Me, Debelah Morgan
86. Don't Think I'm Not, Kandi
87. I Hope You Dance, Lee Ann Womack & Sons Of The Desert
88. Better Off Alone, Alice Deejay
89. What'chu Like, Da Brat Featuring Tyrese
90. Cowboy Take Me Away, Dixie Chicks
91. I Like It, Sammie
92. 24/7, Kevon Edmonds
93. Girl On TV, LFO
94. Bounce With Me, Lil Bow Wow Featuring Xscape
95. What About Now, Lonestar
96. I Don't Wanna, Aaliyah
97. Independent Women Part I, Destiny's Child
98. Shackles (Praise You), Mary Mary
99. Waiting For Tonight, Jennifer Lopez
100. Gotta Tell You, Samantha Mumba
The rules:
A.) Go to musicoutfitters.com
B.) Enter the year you graduated from high school in the search function and get the list of 100 most popular songs of that year (I didn't graduate high school, but if I had it would have been in 2000)
C.) Bold the songs you like (purple), strike through the ones you hate (red) and underline or italicize your favorite. Do nothing to the ones you don’t remember (or don’t care about)
1. Breathe, Faith Hill
2. Smooth, Santana Featuring Rob Thomas
3. Say My Name, Destiny's Child
4. I Wanna Know, Joe
5. Everything You Want, Vertical Horizon
6. Maria Maria, Santana Featuring The Product G&B
7. Bent, Matchbox Twenty
8. Amazed, Lonestar
9. I Knew I Loved You, Savage Garden
10. He Wasn't Man Enough, Toni Braxton
11. Higher, Creed
12. Try Again, Aaliyah
13. There You Go, Pink
14. Thong Song, Sisqo
15. Kryptonite, 3 Doors Down
16. Jumpin Jumpin', Destiny's Child
17. What A Girl Wants, Christina Aguilera
18. Doesn't Really Matter, Janet
19. Music, Madonna
20. Back At One, Brian McKnight
21. Bye Bye Bye, 'N Sync
22. You Sang To Me, Marc Anthony
23. I Need To Know, Marc Anthony
24. Get It On Tonite, Montell Jordan
25. Incomplete, Sisqo
26. I Try, Macy Gray
27. It's Gonna Be Me, 'N Sync
28. That's The Way It Is, Celine Dion
29. (Hot S**T) Country Grammar, Nelly
30. Bring It All To Me, Blaque
31. Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely, Backstreet Boys
32. Hot Boyz, Missy Elliott Featuring Nas, EVE & Q-Tip
33. Back Here, BBMak
34. It Feels So Good, Sonique
35. Absolutely (Story Of A Girl), Nine Days
36. With Arms Wide Open, Creed
37. Be With You, Enrique Iglesias
38. Come On Over Baby (All I Want Is You), Christina Aguilera
39. No More, Ruff Endz
40. All The Small Things, Blink 182
41. The Way You Love Me, Faith Hill
42. I Turn To You, Christina Aguilera
43. Never Let You Go, Third Eye Blind
44. I Need You, LeAnn Rimes
45. Thank God I Found You, Mariah Carey Featuring Joe & 98 Degrees
46. Let's Get Married, Jagged Edge
47. My Love Is Your Love, Whitney Houston
48. Then The Morning Comes, Smash Mouth
49. Blue (Da Ba Dee), iffel 65
50. Desert Rose, Sting Featuring Cheb Mami
51. The Real Slim Shady, Eminem
52. Most Girls, Pink
53. Wifey, Next
54. Wonderful, Everclear
55. Oops!... I Did It Again, Britney Spears
56. I Wanna Love You Forever, Jessica Simpson
57. Give Me Just One Night (Una Noche ), 98 Degrees
58. Take A Picture, Filter
59. Otherside, Red Hot Chili Peppers
60. Big Pimpin', Jay-Z Featuring UGK
61. Purest Of Pain (A Puro Dolor), Son By Four
62. He Can't Love U, Jagged Edge
63. Separated, Avant
64. I Wish, Carl Thomas
65. U Know What's Up, Donell Jones
66. Faded, SoulDecision Featuring Thrust
67. Only God Knows Why, Kid Rock
68. Shake Ya Ass, Mystikal
69. Bag Lady, Erykah Badu
70. Meet Virginia, Train
71. Party Up (Up In Here), DMX
72. Case Of The Ex (Whatcha Gonna Do), Mya
73. Forget About Dre, Dr. Dre Featuring Eminem
74. That's The Way, Jo Dee Messina
75. Swear It Again, Westlife
76. The Next Episode, Dr. Dre Featuring Snoop Dogg
77. From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart, Britney Spears
78. Crash And Burn, Savage Garden
79. Yes!, Chad Brock
80. The Best Day, George Strait
81. How Do You Like Me Now?!, Toby Keith
82. Where I Wanna Be, Donell Jones
83. My Best Friend, Tim McGraw
84. Broadway, Goo Goo Dolls
85. Dance With Me, Debelah Morgan
86. Don't Think I'm Not, Kandi
87. I Hope You Dance, Lee Ann Womack & Sons Of The Desert
88. Better Off Alone, Alice Deejay
89. What'chu Like, Da Brat Featuring Tyrese
90. Cowboy Take Me Away, Dixie Chicks
91. I Like It, Sammie
92. 24/7, Kevon Edmonds
93. Girl On TV, LFO
94. Bounce With Me, Lil Bow Wow Featuring Xscape
95. What About Now, Lonestar
96. I Don't Wanna, Aaliyah
97. Independent Women Part I, Destiny's Child
98. Shackles (Praise You), Mary Mary
99. Waiting For Tonight, Jennifer Lopez
100. Gotta Tell You, Samantha Mumba
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